I lost the entire post again! There was some error and my finish blog piece disappear! Wasted my time. Forget abt wat i wrote previously. Too lazy to retype everything again. STupid BLOGSPOT!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Bully me on the first day of CNY!
Maybe its blessing in disguise. Blogspot wanted self censorship and din want me to bitch too much. hahha.. Wish everyone a prosperous and great year ahead! Huat ah!
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Demanding Course
Was on course for the last few days. Put me out from work temporarily but I am still "working" while i go for training. It was a very harsh training. When the session end at the end of the day, i will feel totally drained out. It is unlike usual training when u sit in a class and listen to presentations or do small group discussion.
This is one of the toughest training I ever receive. There are many practical session that really freaked me out. hahahha... It would not be good if I reveal too much on the course structure but really, all that sweat and stress level is scary. I have never sweat so much in a course before. Not only to that, we were dirty too! The closest that i can think of is Boot Camp. hahha.. Hardcore boot camp.
One last day and it will be over. I cant wait to end the course and celebrate CNY. hahha... I need a short break from all these. hahha.. Too tiring! Mental n physical demanding too! hahahha... At the same time, i m still working on projects. Damn. How i wish i can take a good rest! Have been sleeping early for the last few days. Training is 9-6pm! I get home unusually early. hahhaa... Alrite time to sleep! Nite pple
This is one of the toughest training I ever receive. There are many practical session that really freaked me out. hahahha... It would not be good if I reveal too much on the course structure but really, all that sweat and stress level is scary. I have never sweat so much in a course before. Not only to that, we were dirty too! The closest that i can think of is Boot Camp. hahha.. Hardcore boot camp.
One last day and it will be over. I cant wait to end the course and celebrate CNY. hahha... I need a short break from all these. hahha.. Too tiring! Mental n physical demanding too! hahahha... At the same time, i m still working on projects. Damn. How i wish i can take a good rest! Have been sleeping early for the last few days. Training is 9-6pm! I get home unusually early. hahhaa... Alrite time to sleep! Nite pple
Sunday, February 07, 2010
Still Alive
Finally updated my blog!!! Hhahha... I broke a personal record. Only 1 entry for the month of January. Cant believe that i let my blog rot. I have so much to say but so little time to type. Damn. Is it true that when one grow older, you have less time for other stuff, becos u need more time to rest?
Hahaha... We are already into the second month of 2010 and I felt it was like more than half a year. Things have been tough and time din stop becos of that. I am still breathing and surviving. Occasionally, admiring pple who got plenty of free time to flaunt and do things that they like. I was told by a friend to join the public sector.
How I wish. I mean who would not want to be in a 9-5 job, have plenty of time during weekends and public holidays? The question is, others may not choose me. I have tried but it din work out. However, I have to admit my last try was few years ago. hahhaa... It was a major blow to me cos no matter how hard i try, i would lose out to fresh graduates. Employers should know the reason. Let's see how things go.
To me, time is very precious. Dun waste my time if you got nothing better to do. Things like procrastinating or aimless talk only irritate me. hahaha... I had a bad experience once when this fitness trainer tried to sell a package to me. I was so angry that i told him I am not interested and i need to rush off. He was so determined to sell his package to me and I left eventually. A 10 min talk ended up as a hour long lecture. Really waste of my time and din attain wat i wanted to do. Damn. This is wat i call aimless talk. I have to blame myself for giving him a chance to talk to me.
Well, on the month of January, besides the routine "pong pong pong", i finally took a short break to HK. I met my former colleague. It was a great time hanging out with him. He brought us to a sushi restaurant opened by Daniel Wu. Cool place with very creative sushi. Then we headed to a pub call Aqua located at 30th in one of the buildings in Kowloon. Magnificient seaview! It was late and we were still drinking. I had mochito. hahaha.. I think i spelled wrongly. hahha...
Then it was time for gossip. I was happy to learn that he had found a new job and paid a lot better. I seriously think he deserves it. He is such a talent but underutilise at our workplace. Well, I guess tat is life. Take it or leave it. For someone to come into my life, one must be prepared for the pong pong pong lifestyle i have. hahaha.. Not easy but can be managed. hahahha....
Hahaha... We are already into the second month of 2010 and I felt it was like more than half a year. Things have been tough and time din stop becos of that. I am still breathing and surviving. Occasionally, admiring pple who got plenty of free time to flaunt and do things that they like. I was told by a friend to join the public sector.
How I wish. I mean who would not want to be in a 9-5 job, have plenty of time during weekends and public holidays? The question is, others may not choose me. I have tried but it din work out. However, I have to admit my last try was few years ago. hahhaa... It was a major blow to me cos no matter how hard i try, i would lose out to fresh graduates. Employers should know the reason. Let's see how things go.
To me, time is very precious. Dun waste my time if you got nothing better to do. Things like procrastinating or aimless talk only irritate me. hahaha... I had a bad experience once when this fitness trainer tried to sell a package to me. I was so angry that i told him I am not interested and i need to rush off. He was so determined to sell his package to me and I left eventually. A 10 min talk ended up as a hour long lecture. Really waste of my time and din attain wat i wanted to do. Damn. This is wat i call aimless talk. I have to blame myself for giving him a chance to talk to me.
Well, on the month of January, besides the routine "pong pong pong", i finally took a short break to HK. I met my former colleague. It was a great time hanging out with him. He brought us to a sushi restaurant opened by Daniel Wu. Cool place with very creative sushi. Then we headed to a pub call Aqua located at 30th in one of the buildings in Kowloon. Magnificient seaview! It was late and we were still drinking. I had mochito. hahaha.. I think i spelled wrongly. hahha...
Then it was time for gossip. I was happy to learn that he had found a new job and paid a lot better. I seriously think he deserves it. He is such a talent but underutilise at our workplace. Well, I guess tat is life. Take it or leave it. For someone to come into my life, one must be prepared for the pong pong pong lifestyle i have. hahaha.. Not easy but can be managed. hahahha....
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
5th Anniversary
Happy New Year to all readers!!! hahhaa.. I realise today marks the 5th anniversary with my current employer. Gosh! Times flies and I am getting the long service award this year!!! ahahhaha.. I cant believe that I have stayed on the same office for so long. Well, there are sweats but definitely high level of work satisfaction.
It hasnt been easy all these years to juggle between work, family and social time. I sacrifised a lot of my social time. To a certain extend, I was so engrossed in work till i forgot many important events. Guess I am a workholic. hahaha.. Though pong pong pong at work, I have a sense of achievement at the end of the day.
What's next? I really dunno. I just feel I have just ORDed and got my pink IC 5 years ago. hahah... I can never forget the first day I joined my current employer and the last day I left my former employer. So nostalgic lor... Some of my former colleagues are now working with me. Though in different dept, we are happy working under the same roof. Well, I am waiting for my long service award probably at the middle of the year. hahahahha
It hasnt been easy all these years to juggle between work, family and social time. I sacrifised a lot of my social time. To a certain extend, I was so engrossed in work till i forgot many important events. Guess I am a workholic. hahaha.. Though pong pong pong at work, I have a sense of achievement at the end of the day.
What's next? I really dunno. I just feel I have just ORDed and got my pink IC 5 years ago. hahah... I can never forget the first day I joined my current employer and the last day I left my former employer. So nostalgic lor... Some of my former colleagues are now working with me. Though in different dept, we are happy working under the same roof. Well, I am waiting for my long service award probably at the middle of the year. hahahahha
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
End of Decade
Its time of the year again! We are at the end of 2009 and moving to a new decade. What have you achieve this year? I would say the year started quite turbulently but slowly ease out due to improved economic conditions. I remembered when the year started, I had fever. Oh man. That time I had celebration with a few others at a hotel. Nice fireworks to be ushered into the new year.
For me, I had achieved quite a bit at work. My first official overseas trip in late June. It was an unprecedental move for me. I have never work under such circumstances. It was a huge challenge. Working alone overseas arent easy. I tried and some big bosses had positive remarks which i felt was a relief. Then I was in charge on a few projects. Spent a lot of time working on it and it was of great satisfaction. The down side is less social time, but it seems not many pple understand my plight.
As for relation, it is stable. I prefer the status now. I dun care abt friends or pple who made all kind of comments. Its my relationship not yours. It is up to us to decide how we want to go. I never like to be pressured. This will only make me feel irritated. I still prefer slow and steady pace. I enjoy a comfortable mode. I am still enjoying it :)
As for family, I think things are changing. My dad has retired. I am working hard. My mum became a full time housewife again, thanks to little nephew. He is growing up fine. However, he is not one tat is easy to be taken care of. He needs 100% attention. hhahhaha.. I m still coping with these little boy. I just pray that when he grows up, he will be a fine man. Dun become a devil. hahaha....
As for new year, I hope better recognition in all aspects. I wanna do things better, improvement in all areas. Well, hopefully, to be a better person!!! Bye 2000-2009!
For me, I had achieved quite a bit at work. My first official overseas trip in late June. It was an unprecedental move for me. I have never work under such circumstances. It was a huge challenge. Working alone overseas arent easy. I tried and some big bosses had positive remarks which i felt was a relief. Then I was in charge on a few projects. Spent a lot of time working on it and it was of great satisfaction. The down side is less social time, but it seems not many pple understand my plight.
As for relation, it is stable. I prefer the status now. I dun care abt friends or pple who made all kind of comments. Its my relationship not yours. It is up to us to decide how we want to go. I never like to be pressured. This will only make me feel irritated. I still prefer slow and steady pace. I enjoy a comfortable mode. I am still enjoying it :)
As for family, I think things are changing. My dad has retired. I am working hard. My mum became a full time housewife again, thanks to little nephew. He is growing up fine. However, he is not one tat is easy to be taken care of. He needs 100% attention. hhahhaha.. I m still coping with these little boy. I just pray that when he grows up, he will be a fine man. Dun become a devil. hahaha....
As for new year, I hope better recognition in all aspects. I wanna do things better, improvement in all areas. Well, hopefully, to be a better person!!! Bye 2000-2009!
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Holy Night
Time flies. Its Christmas again. I am surprised I am home at this holy hour. hahha... This is so unlike of me during Christmas eve. I remembered last year I was in KL, previous year at clubs or drinking somewhere. Haaa... I guess this is one of the many Christmas eve I ever stayed at home. I believe Orchard Road and clubs are filled with tons of revellers. hahaha.. Am I old or not into the mood of celebration during this festive period?
Well, its really time that I take a break from crowded places and spent a night all by myself. I need a short break badly to distance away from work. It has been the usual mad rush, however, I am quite satisfied with some of the project. Due to late notice from office, I am not able to attend Ed's wedding. If not, I will be flying off the next morning to Bangkok. hahhaa.. Damn. Missed the traditional Thai wedding.
Party will be coming up after silent night. hahaha... There will be one tomorrow. I heard there are plenty of good food, nice wine. Then on Saturday is the usual party. More drinks again. On Sunday is house warming, which I think there should be food again. hahhaa.. 3 days in a row. There was a mini party in office today. Had some nice red and white wine. There were also cakes, hams and turkeys. hahaha... Fabulous! Well, it does help to cheer up the mood.
After Christmas, its New Year! Time of the year again. 2009 also marks the end of a decade. hahah.. Merry Christmas to everyone! Cheers!
Well, its really time that I take a break from crowded places and spent a night all by myself. I need a short break badly to distance away from work. It has been the usual mad rush, however, I am quite satisfied with some of the project. Due to late notice from office, I am not able to attend Ed's wedding. If not, I will be flying off the next morning to Bangkok. hahhaa.. Damn. Missed the traditional Thai wedding.
Party will be coming up after silent night. hahaha... There will be one tomorrow. I heard there are plenty of good food, nice wine. Then on Saturday is the usual party. More drinks again. On Sunday is house warming, which I think there should be food again. hahhaa.. 3 days in a row. There was a mini party in office today. Had some nice red and white wine. There were also cakes, hams and turkeys. hahaha... Fabulous! Well, it does help to cheer up the mood.
After Christmas, its New Year! Time of the year again. 2009 also marks the end of a decade. hahah.. Merry Christmas to everyone! Cheers!
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Pong Pong Day
This morning was raining heavily. There were no cabs at my place. Despite numerous call, booking was full. I proceeded to town centre trying for my luck. Wow. Fantastic long queue, all trying their luck to get a cab. I gave up and took a train to Serangoon. Gosh. It was a wrong move to alight. I was hoping I may get a cab there, but there were a few pple in front of me at the train station waiting for cab too.
While waiting, more cut queue and i decide to give up. I realise I will be late for my appointment planned at 10am. I was left with no choice but to take the train again to town for cab. My appointment is at this ulu place in Heng Mui Keng Terrance. Damn. I dun even know the place. When i reached Dhoby Ghaut PS, thank god. Taxi were queueing up for passengers. MY GOD! I complained to the driver and he kept quiet.
While on the train, i suddenly turn emotional after i recalled Jun said she cried on bus uncontrollably, feeling so alone. For me, it is more like why am i overwhelmed with so many uncontrolled things in my life. I feel kinda sad cos most of my friends have stable job, 9-5pm, time for family, time for friends, time for love, time for marriage. For me, its like fighting a war. I am faced with so many obstacles and yet no body understands at times.
Some said they are used to my life. I dun really agree. Deep in their heart, they would want to see something or even expect something. Here i am putting out fire, there they start another one. I guess this will never end. Many just probably stood and scratched their head. Why work so hard? Its for the future right?
The more i think in the train, I really felt lost all of a sudden. Why is this happening to me? Am I thinking too much or am i not able to meet expectation? I always have to calm myself down so as to regain momentum to do my job. It is really a love and hate affair. haiz. I guess no body can fully understand the type of 水深火热 situation I am in. Pple, you are too fortunate. You can have plenty of time to fulfill all your social and personal needs. For me, it is just, thank god, another day had passed. Pong pong pong! hahahahha.....
While waiting, more cut queue and i decide to give up. I realise I will be late for my appointment planned at 10am. I was left with no choice but to take the train again to town for cab. My appointment is at this ulu place in Heng Mui Keng Terrance. Damn. I dun even know the place. When i reached Dhoby Ghaut PS, thank god. Taxi were queueing up for passengers. MY GOD! I complained to the driver and he kept quiet.
While on the train, i suddenly turn emotional after i recalled Jun said she cried on bus uncontrollably, feeling so alone. For me, it is more like why am i overwhelmed with so many uncontrolled things in my life. I feel kinda sad cos most of my friends have stable job, 9-5pm, time for family, time for friends, time for love, time for marriage. For me, its like fighting a war. I am faced with so many obstacles and yet no body understands at times.
Some said they are used to my life. I dun really agree. Deep in their heart, they would want to see something or even expect something. Here i am putting out fire, there they start another one. I guess this will never end. Many just probably stood and scratched their head. Why work so hard? Its for the future right?
The more i think in the train, I really felt lost all of a sudden. Why is this happening to me? Am I thinking too much or am i not able to meet expectation? I always have to calm myself down so as to regain momentum to do my job. It is really a love and hate affair. haiz. I guess no body can fully understand the type of 水深火热 situation I am in. Pple, you are too fortunate. You can have plenty of time to fulfill all your social and personal needs. For me, it is just, thank god, another day had passed. Pong pong pong! hahahahha.....
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