Mid term Crisis

The last few days had been traumatic to me. The area of uncertainty over my job appear somehow. I guess my boss had indeed left a cut on my heart. The anxiety, the despair, the stress sparked off when my freedom of speech was restricted. Then, the errors tat i stumbled upon aggrevate the situation. Eventually, it snowballed and became a turmoil.

I must say i must say a big word of THANKS to my friends. I appreciate everyone's advice. This evening, jun shared her views and i felt so much better now. Though tired with work and some family problem, she is willing to listen in. And i call this REAL relationship. Relationship is not only abt dear do this, dear do that. It is in event of crisis u know how ur partner shows her concern to you.

Of course, i am not an ungrateful brat. hee.... Friends like Ken, Susien, Kin Jun, Suping and Lilian lent their support too. I am thankful. When friends in trouble, they will brave it out with you. It is also during this time when u know who ur real friends are. They never fail to disappoint me!

After hearing all sorts of comments, i felt a lot better. Not forgetting the chilling out session at Mambo where i glup shots of vodka. ha... Din get drunk but party till crazy. I am so much lighter now. A little conclusion that i made, there is no way we can prevent uncertainty. Do ur best wherever possible. I am giving myself too much pressure. I needed time to get over all these. A holiday or short break should do me good.

For now, i am pretty fine. The one day break was good. I picked myself up and move on. However, if there is suitable lobang for me, do let me know. I am very keen to find out more. Cheers folks!