Made some stupid mistakes just now. I somehow challenged my boss, in the end i had to suck thumb. I seriously wonder if i am up to the job. There are times tat i wish to avoid mistakes but eventually it will surface. I mean no one wants to make mistakes yet....haiz! I have tried. Sometimes i dun even know if i am wrong. Really dunno....
I want to move on in life. I heard many stories, to look for greener pasture. Even close friends like Ms Yong found a new job in EDB. Aiyoh... so nice. Intiallly, i tot i had opportunities to climb the ladder. However, as time goes, i see the ladder further and further away. I waited for opportunities. 1 mth, 2mth... 6mth... 8mth.... Still see nothing yet. I see a path leading to nowhere. How? How? How?
Been thinking thru many nites. Ed told me if i dun find this job suitable, leave before i grow even older. Once u move into ur 30s, things will change too quickly. I have no qualms abt that. To be honest, i am ok with this job except pple to pple relation and times that i blunder. So i am not sure if this is suitable for me. Besides, i have not embarked on a corporate type of job yet. Makes it hard for me to compare. That is y Lilian made an excellent decision to quit when she cannot stand the pple.
Damn jia lat leh... Dunno wat to do... The more i think the more frighten i felt. I tot i have settled into the job. Somehow, the wierd feeling returns again. Am i thinking too much, or am i giving myself too much pressure? Well, i guess i will have to buck up and at the same time look for even greener pastures.
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Yo bro, well I think that people often fall into their own comfort zone and thus can't really decide whether to go or not.
Like me, I was comtemplating on whether to further my studies and see? I have done it because I know what I wanted. A better life.
I think that we often look back and relive the memories of the good old days, but remember they are always memories... means that they are gone. Look in front then...
What I'm trying to share is that the future (front) is uncertain that's why people (human nature) are unable to take the first step forward. But change is always there. Nothing can be stop.
For me, I always follow my heart. Life is so short that I want to live it to the happiest and fullest. I'm all the way supporting whatever decision you are making. =)
Note: Read the Alclemist. =)
Your friend always,
Lilian
Dear,
I know you have given this issue a serious thought these few days, so no matter what you decide on, I will always give you the support.
There's a will, there's a way! Hope you will see your greener pasture too :> jia you! jia you!
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