Whenever i think things are going to be alright, it just turn otherwise. For some stupid reason, i landed in trouble again at work. Thanks to the conflicting instructions given. For god sake, can someone tell me who is rite or wrong? I have been told to make decisions based on my heart.
I tried to but still on the verge of uncertainty. To play safe, i follow. However, when u follow, that does not mean u are right. Eventually, when there is a mistake, everyone starts pin- pointing at you. WTF! I have been trying very hard to get out of the vicious cycle. I get fustrated whenever poor instructions were given.
If i choose to defy, then something goes wrong, i get penalised. On the other hand, if i follow, something goes wrong, i also get penalised. Now, tell me wat to do. I am stuck like a piece of shit. The knot is forever there. 8 months into the job, nothing achieve except being attacked whenever there is an opportunity. Cruel!
Again and again. The stress level is unbearable. Work is already not easy, the evil environment doubled the effect. Too bad i cant go mambo on their last nite. At least it can destress me for tat moment. Well, i hope sleeping will make me better.
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Yo friend,
Read about your ordeal! I know the dilemma you are facing, follow or not to follow. Life is always like that when there are people (higher authority) than you are acting in an abnormal way.
Sometimes, it is these things that have happened will give you are better stand on what you firmly believe in. Things always happen for a reason. ;)
Continue to have faith in yourself. ;)
PS: do you need to call for an URGENT AGM? Haha.
Regards,
Lian
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