Unforgiveable

Haiz... Pathetic... When u are down at your luck, it really sucks. I have been praying day in day out for a better day. Somehow, it doesnt work. Congrats to the "ambushers" for their successful launch. They managed to make it this time. Poor me have nothing to say. Cos i was wrong in the first place. Haiz....

Not sure wat to do now. I lost faith in things that i do. I tried my best to put up a brave front. But no, i feel very weak at this moment. This is all retribution. I should be enjoying a good time over at the other side. I failed them and now i failed myself. It is so unbelieveable.

Is that the way life should move on? I hear pple telling me that wherever u go, it will be the same. Is this really true? Or it's just a hypothetical scenario? I am not too sure. I wanted to move on, however, i got stuck again. And this time, i dare not even make a step forward. Nothing! It's Enough!