Naive Past

Wanted to call it a day for bed when i came across this blog that mentioned abt his naive past. Well, i had some naive n silly tots too. haha... When u were young, u tend to dream more. (i still have dreams too) ha...

Anyway, wat were you doing n thinking while you were 18? I think most of us are studying. Yep, i was struggling very hard in SP. I remembered during those days when i "forced" myself to study extremely hard to secure a place in university. Yes i did it. However, it has been very tough on me.

I have this silly idea to envy hawkers or even bus drivers during tat time. I mean they dun hv to study exams and can earn money. Come to think of it, it was really silly. hahaha... Oh yes, i recalled there was a time when i was so mad abt radio. Always attend their roadshows, birthday bash and even WOW guang bo che from 933.

Ken and i became very good friends since then. We always go after stars, get free tickets. Trying so hard to see stars like Zoe, Fann, Taiwanese Singers etc. aiyoh... so silly. That's probably the most naive thing. Other than tat, it was study study study. Like a bookworm. Probably that's why i prefer to work than study. Think over studied. ha...

My life circled ard schoolwork (role of a student, so nothing wrong. ha) and radio. Strange, i wasnt sporty, no ball games. I wasnt into clubbing too, picked up only at an old age. haiz. Travelling was not in my list too. KTV was exp tat time, voice just changed and my mum asked me to take care. Seldom watch movie. The only luxury is irc. Internet just started! yes. That's it.

I think most of the time was spent at home. Think my hobby was studying and radio. Boring rite? I even record my voice on my pager,ha. Remember those days when pple leave voice msgs on pager, there will be a welcome note? So i change the welcome note to my voice with the song "guang dao zhi lian" as background. Think i am over crazy with radio. hahahah......

Pretty silly! It's fun lar. Everyone has their naive past. Things have changed over the years as you grow older. I like to live life to the fullest. Do watever i can when i am still young! I dun want to live in regret when i grow old. I want to live in good memories of the past. hee...

A colleague once said i know to enjoy life. (READ: Do things u like to do) Even if the day come to an end, i have nothing to lose. Yes. That is wat i want to achieve. I dun want to tell pple "hey i had a meaningless life".