Dun have a Choice

Time for some whinings! Received several phone calls this afternoon, but there was one that spoilt my day. I was irritated by the call. It was not fun at all, in fact it was sickening. If you are not keen to talk, dun call. Waste of money and time.

Sometimes, i really wonder, do i have a choice? I dun really think so. Luck has not been on my side eversince i left army. It always move against me when i needed it badly. I have been patiently waiting, trying and praying. Wat did i get in the end? Shit, more shit and more more shit. Wat have i done to deserve this?

Pple can find million of reasons to exclude you without even giving u a chance. No doubt money is not the solution to everything, it does serve a purpose. Passion drives you to work harder, however, it doesnt stay long. I guess sien and i can vouch for that. So wat's next?

Been trying so hard till i am now at my wits end. I cant make any decision becos i dun have a choice. To make a decision, you should have at least 1 choice to make. Damn. I have none! WTH went wrong? Well, it has been a good 15 months. Like one blogger said, good things r meant to wait. I got to agree. There wont be any difference be it a 15 mth wait or 18 mth wait.

Some pple got the luck. Me? I would appreciate if anyone will offer some luck to me, or help pray for me. haiz... I hope the trip to Mynamar will boost my luck a bit!