Very upset by an incident today. If it wasnt this incident, i would have been happier. This question has been in my mind all the time, pple are advancing aggressively, while i am taking a back step. I prefer to move fwd but it seems that some unforseeable situation is stopping me. My heart hurts and aching badly.
I hate it when i am forever at the end of the pack. I dun wish to be the number one, somewhere in the middle will do. No, someone is telling me, you have to stay at the end of the crowd. If possible, move against everyone. This is so bad. What have i done wrong to deserve such treatment? I have never done evil, i even gave 10 good reasons why i should not be treated this way. Can someone give me better luck?
A friend once said, things happened for a reason. There must be a reason why i am still walking in a circle. You can deliver but others felt it was too high a price to pay. This is funny. No matter how hard u try, how hard u work for, it's worthless. I can fully understand the feeling of this blogger now.
If you really feel that your work is not justifiable with the pay you're getting, just move on.
We know that you have been working hard over these months and you have not let us down.
Day by day, the destruction post-mortem seems to be consuming me deeper into giving up this job.
I love my job. I love the way I run and complete my events. But its really to the point that I don't find passion in it like I used to already
I felt like tearing. Wat i have been achieveing so far is not worth mentioning. Luck has not been on my side. I am always the one watching others in envy. There is nothing much i can do. Wait. Yes, wait! I can wait but time cant. Wat do you want me to do? I really dunno.
This is such a disheartening entry. I have decided to play my favourite songs on computer to cheer up my spirit. It is pointless to think further. Its wed, everyone is partying away at MOS or Zouk while i am back at home contemplating. I need a life, partying will do me good.
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Hi pal,
OMG! Are you ok? Do call me if you need a listening ear!
You have been a great pal by my side when I seriously broke down previously. Now it's my turn to share your woes!
I know by asking you to take things easy is NOT going to help. Simply because people are puncturing your confidence and your ego. I'm not saying you have a huge one... but seriously, everyone needs some form of acknowledgement that we are good and motivate ourselves to be better.
Those creeps are disgusting! I believe that these people are inferior that why they keep attacking kind and smart people like us.
Don't worry so much about you not being good enough. I strongly believe that each and everyone of us are born with things that we will excel in and obviously there are somethings that we are not good at.
You have to take care and keep your head up!
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