Getting Stress

My vacation date is getting close yet i am feeling stress. There has been too much work pouring onto me lately. Besides the normal stuff i did, i was tasked with more work. Well, it is fine to do more, but sometimes i am really suffocating. Am i really so bionic?

I guess jun must have been frightened by all my workload recently. I was complaining to her most of the time. Could it be i am not handling the stress well? I tot i have given my best shot. However, when things are not within my control, i feel lost. I dun really enjoy this kind of feeling.

To be truthful, somehow, i was given the chance to prove myself. I am not sure if it was the right time. Long ago, I wanted to do it badly, it may not be the case now. It somehow faded as time moved on. I wanted to progress, sad to say, it was not easy. From time to time, i failed. I could only blame it on my luck.

A colleague was asking why do i travel so much. For a simple reason, to get out of this place and learn to appreciate things in life. Why do i club so often? People said i am addicted to clubbing. If it was the initial years, i would probably agree. Not now for sure. I treat clubbing as a way to escape from reality. More importantly, get to know funny pple who i know will not affect my life.

If there wasnt clubbing or travelling, i guess i would be a less cheerful person. There are times that i feel strangled. The burden is so heavy till i wanted to give up. Thankfully, many pple gave me their moral support. If not for them, i would have given up long ago.

This seems like a stress entry. ha.. Nevermind, i shall look fwd to my greener pasture and holiday. whahaha... It is time to hit dreamland soon. Night!