Friday, June 29, 2007

我真的受傷了

I am so freaking impressed by this song 我真的受傷了 by jacky cheung. The lyrics was so well crafted with only 12 lines. The gist is there and protray the feelings of the composer. I love the lyrics so much. It has been ringing in my ear for the last half an hour. Who's the composer?

王菀之

燈光也暗了 音樂低聲了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外陰天了 人是無聊了
我的心開始想你了

電話響起了 你要說話了
還以為你心裡對我又想念了
怎麼你聲音變得冷淡了
是你變了 是你變了

燈光熄滅了 音樂靜止了
滴下的眼淚已停不住了
天下起雨了 人是不快樂
我的心真的受傷了

I like to listen to soothing music at night. I will be surfing the net, with my aircon on, looking thru the blogs of others. Its time to calm the mood after a day of hectic rush. Anyway, it was another round of retail theraphy for me. whahha.. I went GAP! Thanks to the discount voucher issued by my company. whooo.. Bought more stuff... This will add on to my New York collection. whoo..... I love retail theraphy!

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Happy yet Vex

Work finally started today! It started as a big bang! I was busy with training, contacting, then the usual work routine. I had a hard time concentrating which resulted some negative comments from a senior. Well, probably i deserved it. Dun ask me why, somehow, i just lost my concentration. I guess i am too tired or vexed over many uncertain issues.

The retail theraphy on Monday was good! I have decided to rename it as Raoul Theraphy. I bought 3 shirts and they worth more than $100. I guess this is the first time i spent so much on clothing. I broke my personal best since 1997. That time was a Guess Shirt that cost me $119. I think i was too crazy that time. Anyway, I love Raoul shirt. Damn cool!

I have just received a GAP discount card. Yeah! I shall make a trip to the store to see if i want to grab a couple of tshirts or something. whahhaa.. Oh yes. There will be a networking session this friday. whahahha... Its time for free drinks and stuff. Oops. If i manage to secure the invite, i may go and chill out. Its time for some boogie and freebies!!!!

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Malicious Statement

Well... Some disgusting thing happened yesterday and i was fuming!!! Some may say i am petty, to get angry over such trivial issues. However, as a chinese proverb says when the needle never pierced thru ur skin, you dun feel the pain. Its true. I am a victim and i dun feel good abt it. It has been very good of me to maintain my composure throughout the session.

Yes, the person may not mean it personally. It was just probably a slipped of tongue or something or really mean it. ha. What i cannot accept is the state of mind when u r making such malicious statement, particularly putting my reputation at stake. I can choose to heck care n leave it as it is. However, things are sometimes not as simple as we think.

On another note, i may have over reacted towards a silly comment. Ha.. Nonetheless, I dun realli like it. I wasnt tat pissed initally. I took it as a joke and laugh away. As i start to think it thru, i realise, hey, someone crossed my limit. I have a habit. I always evaluate. At the point, when the malicious statement is made, i dun feel anything. It is more of the after effects.

Anyway, i have made my stand clear. I do agree i overreacted towards certain issues. I will probably brushed it aside and forget abt it. However, the part on the malicious statement cannot be ignore totally. It shall be kept as a reference and to constantly remind myself to beware of pple. whahhaha... Yep! I mean it! Alrite, its time to move on and forget abt it.

Enough of ramblings! Its off day and i am going on a retail theraphy! Whoo hoo.. Shall have a good time choosing wat i want. YEah!

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Date with Durai

This is the first time i ever see Durai personally. It is hard for me to believe a CEO like him is now relegated to an offender. He was once on top of everyone. However, after the NKF saga, he is now a criminal. I wonder if he is too smart. When i looked at him today, i feel the sorrow n sadness in him. A once well known figure has lost almost everything.

I am pretty impressed with our courts! ha.. This is the first time i appear in court. Though i studied business law and everything, i have never taken a step into the scared place. Waiting time was long, for the prosecutor and defendant lawyer to make pleas. It was argueing and more argueing.

When the verdict is reached, the judge made his statement. I was almost half asleep by then. Ha.. I looked at Durai. He is still as cool as a cucumber. He was smiling all these time. Well, i guess he had probably prepared for the worst. Despite being sentenced to 3 mths imprisonment, he is putting up an appeal. Well, we shall see how he will react during the next session in High Court.

Oooh... Before i forget, i met rong while waiting for the verdict at Sub Court. ha.. He tot it was fun. I almost fainted. Not fun at all. I was perspiring and waiting makes me sleepy. whahhaha...

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Wrong Doers

If you know its wrong, would you ever do it?

To most pple, the answer is obvious. Why should i do it if i know it is incorrect. Somehow or rather, there are times that u just have to do it against your conscious. I have been thinking abt this over and over again. Why would someone do it, even at the expense of degrading herself or himself. Why why why....

Where have all the values from schools and parents gone to?

Why involved in this kind of shit when u know u can lead a better life?

Why do you have to degrade yourself to feel remorseful?

Why make yourself an idiot when u can be an achiever?

Why do you have pushed yourself to a dark little corner?

Are Singaporeans overly stress with work? or are they just unleashing their long hidden power? I dunno. Is it true that when u achieve more, u feel lonelier? The gap between guys and girls are closing up. The norm has changed. The unacceptable norms has since evolved into a new trend. Trend tat i am worried in the years to come.

I am worried for my children. Wat goes in may not churn out. It is too scary! When i see little kids, i always think, wat will they be when they grow up? Cantonese say Tien Sang Tien Yeung. I guess its hard to accept tat. As a parent, you wont want to see this. Call me an auntie, i think like an auntie. No matter wat, i wont want to see my kids end up in this way. Or would i say NO PARENTS would want to see their kids ended up this way. haiz...

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Fragile Life

Life is fragile. My uncle's wife passed away over the wkend. Well, its pretty sad to hear such news. She is only in her early 50s or late 40s. I understand she had brain cancer. Attended the ceremony today. They are not rich, my uncle made the funeral simple. I wonder how the kids are going to take it. Haiz..

On a lighter note, i met Zhiwei this evening. Oooh. Long time since we catch up. Yep. Its another round of bitching. I love to bitch, from work to relationship to future. Whahhaa.... Its nice to meet up good friends once in a while. I cant imagine him teaching in a class. I think the students might climb over his head or vice versa?

I was looking thru some travel website this afternoon. Lovely lovely. I need to plan another trip this year. Some where far away from home, some where that i have never been to. I was contemplating between South Africa, Perth and Sydney. South Africa is exotic enough for me. Somemore, its in Africa Continent! However, it is exp. The air tix alone cost up to $1800. hahaha....

So its between Perth and Sydney. I heard from some friends that Perth is pretty laid back, suitable for retirees. Then there isnt much to see cos there isnt landmark like in Sydney. Secondly, Sydney is further away from us. Whahah... I would like to see the Opera House and Harbour Bridge. The weather should be cool too. The air tix are affordable lar. Damn looking forward. I hope it can be materialised..... It will be a good 7 years since 2000 when i went to Brisbane and Gold Coast!

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Family Reunion

I am finally done with Heart of Greed! Wahahhaha... One of the best serial in TVB history. The only downside is the logic n plot on the last few episodes. Bosco Wong indeed made a false statement in court. He was not charged for providing false information in court which angered the lawyers in Hong Kong.

Next was Raymond Lam. He met with a car accident and yet he could travel to a few hundred metres for public phone. In fact, the taxi driver that collided with his car was holding on to a phone. Why cant he borrow from him? Even if he is blur or badly injured, I doubt he will be able to locate a public phone booth so easily.

Nonetheless, i still love the story. Thanks to Louise Lee See Kei and Suzanna Kwan! I think more emphasis should be placed on Suzanna Kwan, on how regretful she was when she realised she was made a fool. Then the big family reunion. However, the last 5 min of the show was between the relationship between Moses and Zhong Jia Xin. I dun like lar. Family reunion is better, esp with the aunties. whahhahaha....

Its finally Saturday. Time to rock again! Will be meeting ken later for some bitching session. Many things happened lately. It is time for updates and discussion. Yeah! Happy Wkend pple!

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Kit Chan's back!

There will be 2 NDP theme song this year. One of them will be sung by our home grown artise Kit Chan. Yep, after some 10 years, Kit has been invited to sing at this year's NDP. Her last appearance in 1997 with the song "Home" warmed the hearts of Singaporean. I remembered i was very touched when she sang the song at national stadium.

The lyrics was well crafted, so was the music. When the mass displayed entered into the grand finale, Kit sang the song. OMG! To be honest, i have tears in my eyes. I got very emotional at that moment. Till today, i can still remember tat feeling. As she sang, we could see how our country has progress over the years. During tat particular year, we were badly hit by the Asian financial crisis. Her song had strengthened our hearts.

As i blog, her mandarin and english version of Home kept ringing in my mind. Whenever, i hear the song, i feel so good to be at home. Sad to say, after that year, she was replaced by other singers for NDP theme song. I am so glad the Committee has invited her back to sing. She is our ah jie, equivalent to Zoe Tay. Though Stephanie Sun has overtaken her, she is still the reigning queen. I miss her voice.

I guess this year's NDP will be different. Her voice is going to touch the hearts of Singaporeans once again. I am sure my heart will, emotions too, wat abt you?

This is Home, truely.....

Greed Craze

I am so crazy over Heart of Greed! The more i watch, the addicted i became. I am such a supporter of TVB. I love the aunties in the show. They cant beat young actress like 蒙嘉慧 杨怡 钟嘉欣. I enjoy 李司棋 acting most. She is so good and poweress. Whenever she appear on the show, she is able to have everything under her control. Her acting skills are impressive!

I have been catching it almost every night. Sad to say, she will be dying soon in one of the episodes. I think i will cry. Cos I get very emotional when its about mother and kids. I wont cry for those love-love relationship kinda of story. However, for family kinda of story, i cant control my emotions. I am too family le. whahhaha.....

Had another off day yesterday too. Spent most of the time watching Heart of Greed. I think it is time to head outside for some action. Met Yang and gang this afternoon for lunch before work. That slutty guy. Jeffrey also turned up. As usual, its a regular bitching session. Yang said this was the first time he ever see me during day light! whoot! whahhaha.. True wor.

Work has resumed today. It will be another hardworking week till Saturday. May everything goes well this wk. Mum and bro are away from holiday. I am left all alone in the house. Ha.. Some peace finally! Sad to say, i have to do household chore. Haiz... Its ok. I have done it before. What's new? whahhaha....

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Fabulous Saturday

Wat a nite! It started with meeting dearie and friends. whoo hoo. I got a new handphone! Its U600. Wat a slick and flat phone. Still exploring the function of the phone. I think i have to get use to a new phone all over again. It took me few days to get used to the old phone i had after switching from Nokia to Samsung.

It was dearie bday. So we headed to a very nice place in the North. Yep. Away from the crowd and noises in the city. It was a very peaceful and serene place. I tot i saw that place on TV before. Yep. It was Bottle Tree Village. Hmm... The name of the restaurant originated from the trees tat were found there. There was a beautiful sea right in front of us, where we could see our friendly neighbour in the north. Well, of course it cannot compare to Bali's Jimbaran Beach! whahha. We had a fantastic dinner. Dearie's had a big gang of friends. ha.. It was very fun!

Then it was time to meet the regulars and my bitches! The sluts finally had a chance to reunite after weeks of MIA. We were freaking hot lor! Thanks to Bro Yuan and Bro Yang. whahhaha... I think pple might think we are too wild le! hahha. But is ok! For the fun and destress! It was Ziyi's birthday too. Had a mini celebration again! ha.. 2 celebrations in a nite!

To my surprise, the gang from Zouk came too! So we had another round of fun by playing games. OMG! I was a loser lor! ARgh! I was forced to drink beer and some housepour. Ha.. Nonetheless, i am still awake! These pple are good drinkers lor. Jugs after jugs and they are still sober! I really take my hats off them!

Its another working day! Preparing for work soon. Sianz. However, i am off again tom! Yippe! Will endure for the next 8 hours before embarking on my off day again! Got to go prepare le!

Friday, June 08, 2007

溏心风暴 Heart of Greed

I am so crazy abt the latest TVB hit in Hong Kong! Heart of Greed 溏心风暴! I love Lee See Kei 李司棋! She is better known as 大契 or Run Shan in Zhen Qing! I am extremely impressed by her acting skills. She is definitely on par with TVB ah jie Lisa Wang! In this serial, she is the spouse of 夏雨! She makes important decisions in the household! She is the pillar of the family.

It has been a long time since i catch such a wonderful serial from TVB. In this serial, some other important casts include 陈豪 黄宗泽 林峰 蒙嘉慧 杨怡 钟嘉欣 黎诺懿 米雪! Excellent combination! Well, one would argue it is another typical wealthy family story from Hong Kong. However, wat i like abt this story is the lines they have scripted. Kudos to the script writer. If you are a cantonese and u knows how to read cantonese, good for you.

大家喺前門捉賊,你地就喺後欄放火!

你唔好對號入座!總之邊個做過自己心知肚明!

我話係就係,唔駛證據!呢度唔係法庭,唔需要證據,我對眼就係證據!

我睇人睇咗幾十年,邊個係人,邊個係鬼我睇得到!

未登天子位,先置殺人刀!

If you dun understand, then tat's too bad! For the benefits of my non-cantonese friend, you shall have the privilege of asking me. I can tell you wat it means! The more i see the more i am addicted to it. whahaha.. Anyway, its my off day so i can watch peacefully at home! hee.. I am halfway into the show, i think i need another week or so to finish the show. Yep!

There was this part abt Bosco Ng and Lee See Kei! Its a typical mother and son story. The son got into a relationship with another married woman. The mum was so upset that she nearly threw the son out. Sometimes i really wonder, it is so tough to be parents. When kids are young, you are worried they will fall sick, they wont get enough comfort and stuff.

When they grow older, you worried for their studies, the friends they mixed with. When they finally become adults, u worried about their relationship, career, family. Haiz. Look at Bosco! He is an MBA graduate but eventually got hooked to a married woman. Well, naturally the mother wouldnt accept such a daughter in law.

However, the same theory still apply. After all, they are your children. No matter how wrong they do or how they behave, the parents will eventually forgive the children. Even if the children turned their back against their parents, the parent cannot do anything. They have to accept somehow or rather. This is life! Please keep a lookout for 溏心风暴, which i think would air on cable TV sometime next year or mediacorp in 2009. whahhahaha....

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Work Busy Work

I had a farewell supper last eveing. A colleague who joined the company ard the same time as i do had left for better life in UK. Class of 2005 is now down to 2. This is so sad. I am happy cos she is living here for good. I am upset cos i miss another gossip cum dinner kakis. Life has changed! I guess this is part and parcel of a company. People come and people leave.

Had been very busy lately. A couple of projects going on and sometimes, they really drive me crazy. I am still coping fine. My results for 2006 is out. I fare pretty well. I hope to ride on the current achievement and do better next year. There are lots of stuff in line for me. I guess wat i need is more time.

Ed is coming back this wkend. Damn! I cant meet him cos i had too many things going on. I am working on Sunday. I have an important appointment on Saturday. ha... I think we are not fated to meet. Well, if he is ok to meet for supper on Sunday nite, it will be fine! I shall see wat i can do. It has been some 4 months since we met! I am looking forward to this wkend. YES! Exciting!

Monday, June 04, 2007

Peaceful Weekend

Finally logged in! hahah... Thanks to ADSL. I tried a couple of times but it kept turning me away. Well, its Monday and i am off! However, i attended a stressful lunch this afternoon. Argh. There are so many information flowing and i need time to absorb as i eat. Stress! Thankfully, i captured the gist and inform my colleague.

Over the weekend, i had great fun. A couple of regulars were missing from Dbl O. However, we still had loads of fun. Know why? Cos a new friend. Yang n me were like gossiping non stop after our party. As usual, we slut away the nite. ha... Oh! Not forgetting it was Damien's friend bday. We celebrated and sang her bday song. So lovely!

Sunday evening was spent going out with dearie. I headed to the gym first cos i have not been gyming lately. hmm.. Must exercise!! To be honest, it is pretty cool to gym on sunday cos it is not crowded. I am like having the gym all to myself. Fantastic. I was late for gym cos i overslept a little at home. Nonetheless, i manage to stretch my muscles a bit.

Waiting for Ying and Hao to come over now. Hao suggested supper and i am so keen. whahhaa... It has been some time since the 3 brothers meet! It will be gossip and more gossip again. Damn. I feel bitchy on a monday nite!!!

Friday, June 01, 2007

Almost Mid Year

Its first of june! We are almost reaching the mid of year 2007. Time really flies. Work was pretty relax today perhaps due to public holiday. I was taking my time doing my stuff while i go thru blogs of my friends. I even bought a can of coke to reward myself at work. ha... My morale was super low when i reached office.

I was shocked to learn that one of my colleague left quietly. Surprise surprise! Many things happened while i am away. ha... Anyway, things improved during dinner time. Had dinner with one of my departing colleague too. Sad! We ordered KFC and i had one piece too. hahahha... I am such a glutton. I have already bought a packet of rice.

It will be another rushing day tomolo. Will catch some good rest tonight. I wonder if that got to do with mood. Although i did not handle last min stuff, i still feel super tired. Nevermind. I shall watch a couple of TVB serial before i sleep. I love some of their serial.

I am watching Woman on the Run now! Ha... 4 ladies in their 30s desperately looking for guys. hahha.. It's damn FUNNY. Whichever guy they met will be doomed!!! hahahhaha. They are either dead or sentence to jail eventually. Nothing good will turn out! I shall have a good laugh before sleeping! hahahah....