Sunday, November 28, 2004

The Disappointment

I was offered a job. But sad to say, the job din recognise my working experience. They offered me a fresh grad pay and i was totally put off. I got quite disappointed and pissed when i heard of the offer. All my effort with the company went down the drain. I felt like a disowned child. I dun mind working for the company. However, they din appreciate my contribution. Wat to do? Bye bye lor.

I have been thinking a lot since yesterday. I asked myself, have i ever committed any evil sin?
1 I dun smoke
2 I dun drink
3 I dun go for casual sex
4 I dun go into non hetero relationship
5 I am not abusive
6 I am filial (at least i dun abuse my parents)
7 I am faithful
8 I dun steal
8 I dun kill
9 I dun rape
10 I dun betray pple

What did i get in return? I got rubbish. I got condemn. I got disappointment. Felt like crying when i think of these. My dear felt bad when she heard my reasons too. Maybe i am pessimistic. But thanks to her support and my friend ken, i am now able to see an optimistic side. I am sure i derserve something better than this. I know i have to wait. I will. AND i will work hard to look for jobs too. ha...


1 comment:

~ vicky ~ said...

hi jeff,

evil sins? are there good sins? i doubt so... since its a sin, its already bad...

well, must have been tough working, hope the change in environment helps...