Saturday, February 05, 2005

1 Month Old

No doubt Mediaworks have shut down her operations from 1 Jan and file for court order to wind up. Like Mediacorp's Channel U, I have been with the company for a month. I consider that as an achievement since i blunder and went thru all kinds of shit over this period. Try recalling back, I ORD exactly a month ago. Back then, it was a happy and glorious moment in my life. A month later, it was the darkest and the lowest point in my life. Why the big change?

Thanks to my employer. Over here, there is nothing wrong with the management (probably there is, but it is just that i din encounter for myself) The culture is not too friendly. Some r nice pple while others can be as harsh as ur imagnation can go. Being scolded is part and parcel of life. Ok, every newbie bound to get scolded. There is not the end, next to come is stabbing, laughing and worse still critising even more often for the sake of it. I mean it is hard to stop pple from doing this. For the sake of money, i am no different from a dog. How happy can i be? I hope to make some achievement. There r some who will throw an obstacle in front of you to make sure u make a detour. Sounds challenging? Wat can a little fry like me do? Sigh....

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Lilian here... lazy to sign in... anyway, do agree that everyone of us are dogs in some ways or the other. I mean what can we really do? Change the world? Nah, forget it.

Let's face it. We work for money and our MASTER is money. What can we do without it? Don't even bother to think about it because life will be extremely tough, not to mention there will be no blogging also.

Sigh. I don't know. I guess I'm just feeling the same as you. Going through a rough time also. But WHAT the hell can we do??? Seriously, I don't really know. I guess there's no solution to this question.

Are you feeling lost? I'm a little. Don't know... a little messy patch now. I sincerely hopes that everything will be better... for the both of us... haha.

An An said...

Politics is the hallmark of every organization big or small. The backstabbing will probably be worse once you move to higher ranks.

Most of us start out as a small fry, and therefore will be more prone to be targets like scapegoats. Handle those people who might or have backstabbed you with more care. If possible, is the best to have everything down in black and white.