Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Bye Bye Monkey

It is only a few hours away from the year of rooster. But i cant help but feel moody. The uncertainty, the sudden lost in direction, the evil sight of pple keep running in my mind. I told myself not to think abt it. And i am trying. Thanks to everyone who lend a listening ear. I am trying to voice my unhappiness thru this little channel. I cannot do it openly as i may face another round of condemnation, stabbing or even worse. Like a boat sailing in the open sea, i really dunno wat to do next.

I heard over the radio that "If you cannot change reality, then change ur mindset." It is easier said than done. I would like to change but always face with unlimited obstacles. Oh well, i can only hope for a better tomolo. It is the a brand new year. Lilian, i know u r facing some unprecedented challenge in ur life. Me too. Though lost, we still have to stay focus. If we r determined, there are no difficult tasks. Ha... Very easy to say!!! K lar, let's wish for a prosperous and good future ahead!!! HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Jeff, well... thanks for your concern. I think it's kinda difficult to change the mindset.

Right now, just finish a game of mahjong with my relatives... lost terribly, since it's not the rooster yet... I sincerely hope that this small amount of losses will bring me BETTER fortune and luck in 15mins time... Haha.

Since it's the new year, let's pray and wish for the best of luck in everything! I will tell you my plans when everything is confirm.

Gong Hei Fatt Choy!