730-Days Calls for a Celebration

Exactly 2 years ago, i ORDed on 4 Jan. The next day, i started on my new work. I spent 730 days in this job. I tot i would have left this place long before that. Ha.. Here i am, still surviving and struggling. There were many occasions that i really feel like giving out. My friends can vouch for that. I endure from time to time. I have changed, more tolerable than before. ha....

I have mentioned it many times. This is an achievement. Never in my life had i encountered so many difficult moments. I met the lowest point in my life during the last 2 years. Fortunately, i survived. Looking back, i sometimes wonder how i went thru all the tough obstacles. The initial months were really bad. Whenever i get home, i feel demoralise, worried, apprehensive, scare, mixture of all kinds of feeling.

I kept asking myself, is this what i really wanted. Why have i left SR? Am i facing retribution from my past evil deeds? These questions flashed across my mind very often. I read my previous entries. I felt sorry for myself then. It was sombre. However, as time went by, i feel more justified. At least pple appreciate my effort. I may not be the best but i know i am being appreciated. That calls for a celebration.

To celebrate this occasion and 2 years after ORD, i renewed my contract with PF. whahaha... It really cost me a bomb. But taking into consideration over a period of 2 years, the deal wasnt that bad. I got a good offer. At least twice cheaper than FF, I bet Kevin is jealous now. whahahaha... But then, it doesnt make a different. He is wealthier.... hahahhaa

Was out with dearie at Esplanade just now. The rain finally stopped!!! We chill out along esplanade. There werent a lot of pple, probably school started. It was nice, peaceful and quiet. Suddenly felt so fortunate sitting next to her. There are many ups and downs in a relationship but getting to know lots of unheard stories can be frightening. ha...

Alrite, it is time for Amazing Race Asia and Ah Wang. Tomolo is my official 2 years anniversary. ha... I hope for a good start! Huat Ah.....