Be Independent

I have learned to be independent since the days when i was a kid. Probably some pple know, some dunno. I picked up many skills thru independent learning. There was no coach for me when i learned to swim. I force myself to go to the pool to see how it is like to swim. After a few sessions of continous trying, i finally learnt to swim.

For cycling, its the same too. I remembered i brought back a discarded bike and ride on it almost everyday. My parents never teach me, neither did my friends. As days go, i picked up the skills eventually. It applies to my work as well. I was not a mass comm students. For many things, i learn thru the hard way. Though there are seniors, sometimes not many are willing to help. I was independent enough to work my way thru.

For the first time last night, i felt helpless when i was drunk. Although a few friends stayed to help, they left eventually. Well, i dun blame them as they could be tired or equally drunk. However, it made me realise the importance of being independent! I stayed outside the club all alone till it closes. By the time i wake up, it was almost 430am. Not a single soul. I was feeling terrible and have to take care of myself. ha... Well, I am used to it.

The hilarious part was when this stupid girl came and talked to me. ha! She asked why i was all alone and wanted to take care of me. I cant believe it. She is equally drunk. I think she would need someone to take care of her instead. Her friends came and pull her away. Crazy. Though i was drunk, i still remember wat happened. I think i am not that drunk! Ha.. A drunkard wont remember wat happened.

This morning as i woke up, i began to recall what happen last nite. Yep. I drank quite a bit. Beer, vodka Orange, Tequila Shot, Whisky, B52! The poisonous one was Flaming Lambor! Wan lan. If i was at eski bar, i think it would be damn shiok. hahaha... Nevermind. But the experience was good. And for the first time, i merlioned since 1990. Argh! It was like a good 17 years! Cant believe it tat i broke my record. Lame.....

Taking a rest now. Will be meeting dearie and friends later. Ha! Finally a good off day on Sunday! YAY!