Retiring from Scene?

I have been thinking abt retiring from the clubbing scene lately. Well, there are several reasons to this. First of all, age is really catching up. In a couple of years, i am turning 30. It is time to tone down. No more hard core clubbing after years of dancing. I am getting tired over the songs that i hear everyweek. I guess its time le.

Secondly, an unexpected event took place and that had probably speed up the process. Someone asked if it's worth it. I tot abt it seriously. Some may think i am stupid but that isnt the case. Clubbing should be a happy occasion. In the past, i realli enjoyed myself with my friends like Ken and Gavin. We dance to the music and gossip after the usual dance. Things have changed over the last few months.

Last night, for the first time, i took a walk along Robertson Quay after clubbing. I asked myself why did i feel dissonance after clubbing. It has never cross my mind in the past. It is always high and happy when i leave. However, this time, the feeling isnt there. Conversely, i felt very uneasy. What could have happen? The sense of dissonance is freaking high.

Lastly, the pioneer members of Dbl O are cutting down their trip there. Ken is always busy with his work, while Gavin is taking a back seat. I tot well, maybe i should too. The rest of the gang can still enjoy themselves despite our absence. I can see they are having fun I could quit with ease. I dun wish to be blamed buay swee.

I guess the toning down process shall kick in slowly. Afterall, i have been clubbing consecutively on every saturday for the last 2.5 years. It is time to look for alternative. Maybe movies or merely gossip with friends. Haiz. I forgot i have a unusual work schedule. Ha.. I guess its time to head home for more sleep! whahhaha.....