Stay Cool

I was supposed to go to the clinic today. However, after learning the consultation requires 3 hours, i decided to back out. Well, i dun have such luxury to go thru a 3 hour thingy. I have not been going to the gym lately. No choice, i decide to KIV till next week or next month. Met a friend for the usual bitching session.

Well, I must say i have lots of tots after chatting up with him. What in the world has this come to? I knew that would happen but eventually nothing good will turn out of it. That brings me back to wat a friend said, when you know it hurts, you are still willing to give it a try. Well well... Deep down, i tot was it for excitement? Being notti? Or overstress??

Yes, i agree when comes to a relationship, emotions will be involved. We attempt to think logical but there are times it didnt. I ask myself, how long will this last? Even if you know its not going to last, you choose to ignore and insist your way?? I have not been in this kind of situation and i dun wish to be in it. When i think abt it, i tell myself, things have changed beyond our imagination. Tats also y i tell myself to stay simple. The more you think, the more complicated it becomes, the more stress you will give yourself.

I tot i have been crazy. Ha.. NO! There are even crazier pple than me. I have to acknowledge this fact. I should be happy i am exposed to all kind of circumstances. Till then, my ability to remain calm works very well. Afterall, the training provided by my employer is useful. hahahha.... We are not living in a world of our own! Mind you! Humans are simply pretendious. Really.... It does caught you off guard when you are not ready. so.... Watever happen, stay cool!