Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Shitty Feeling

Been so lazy to blog over the last few days. hee... Many things happened at home and it irked me a lot. The same kind of feeling tat i had 10 years ago. Though the feeling this time is not as bad as the last one, i still feel uneasy. I can forsee some unhappy stuff is going to erupt very soon. Some systoms have appeared.

I tell myself to stay clear of watever happen. I am not going to let all these affect how i run my life. If necessary, i will draw a line. Well, its been 10 over years, i believe i can handle it more maturely now. Sometime deep in heart, i ask myself why must this happen to me. I mean other can lead a peaceful life, why cant me? I am a simple person who want something simple. Dun give me these kind of shit.

I have met pple who are evil in their way of life. I have also met pple who are not "jian dian". However, they still have a nice family. Yes, i agree my parents are my angel but there are some other who are simply DEVIL. The dark side of me started all becos of this person. Its like a stain that can never be washed away. Damn it.

I hope the crisis will be over quickly. Dun feel like seeing this person. Irritating! Thankfully, i dun stay at home very often. If not, i really have "no eyes n heart" to see. On a lighter note, i am counting down to my holiday. hahhaa.. Ed called me earlier to ask abt Taipei. I told him i will be away in Jan and he was like WTH. So fast and you are going away again! hahahha.. Yeah! Travelling is my life ma!

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