Emerging Stronger

Was supposed to meet a friend in the gym. At the very last hour, he cancelled it cos he had something on. Well well... So I was left alone in the gym. I tot it was good. I needed some time alone to think thru wat happen. Am i taking it too hardly or have i over reacted? I ran on the threadmill at a very high speed, venting all my frustration.

I am not sure if it was fated. A friend of mine sms me this morning out of the blue. I would say its a coincident. The encouragement came at the right time. I pondered over wat she said. I guess she is rite. I should do something abt it. If its a problem, it must be solved eventually. Ken called in the late morning to check if i was ok. The sleep and food were good remedy.

In the evening, i was out with dearie. I am so happy to see her. I poured everything out to her. She was listening patiently though i knew she was tired from work. She could sense the sadness in me. Ha... After all that bitching, i am ok liao. I needed her shoulder to rest on. The peace and calmness in me returned. Whoo.... hahhahaha... Anyway, thanks dearie.

A close friend of mine also msn me at night. After learning wat happened, he shared some personal advice, which i think was valuable. No matter wat happen, i will remain calm and think carefully before taking the next step. This incident should make me stronger. And I will.....