Colourful Life

I am inspired to write after a conversation with dearie just now abt our views on life. Well, i should say we grew up in different family, there are some views that may undoubtly be different. As long as we respect each other's view, i think is fine. I have mentioned many times even in my blog that i want to live my life to the fullest. Well, there are many reasons to it.

Sometimes, i do feel i have wasted the first 21 year of my life. Prior to 21, i really think i am a nerd. I stayed at home to study. My life is only books, radio and home. The only happening things tat i did was to go after idols at satellite radio station or at event. Other than tat, nothing. I am against relationship, against nightlife, against smoking, against drinking. So innocent right. I think its a waste of time to go into relationship, to go clubbing or even to have fun. Wat concern me tat time was whether i can get into a university and get a good job. SUPER BORING life!

After 21, as i get in contact with my SR colleagues, things start to change. I would say, if not for them, Melvin, James and Ben, i think i may still be the boring person that i used to be. So narrow minded and too easily satisfied with life. Their views on life changed me a bit. As i go thru univerisity, then getting into this line, i realise i need to change my old mindset. The Europe trip in 2001 changed me entirely. The world is so big and i am only really "a little dot" on the map.

It was then that i tell myself, i have to get rid of my old mindset. Life is not about work and home only. There are so many things for one to do. Then clubbing came along and my night life bloomed. It is not as bad as i think. Definitely a good way to relieve stress on our tight work schedule. As i meet more pple, the ability to embraced more views widen. That is also the reason why i like to meet new friends. They never fail to impress me with their differing views. My cushion to absorb shock thicken as i meet these pple. hahahhaha...

I would dare to say eversince university, my life have changed. I am not the boring n unhappening person that i used to be. My life is not the routine kind of sleep work eat sleep. hahhaa.. I want to tell myself, 我这辈子没有白活！True enough, things have changed. I have already hear pple telling me, if this is the end of the world, i led a colourful life. Yeah! That is wat i wanted. However, i also know age is catching up. In the mean time, i shall continue to enjoy and appreciate my life before i grow older! hahhaha....