Sinking Ship

Sinking Ship- A new term thrown to me last night by jun. I began to feel it is easy to start a relationship but hard to maintain. When one is too busy and overwhelmed with things and try to seek for all sort of freedom, other may feel lack of togetherness or even drifting apart. Everyone is fighting for their future, one way or another, it may be different.

Some are very bright, scholars have path ready for them to walk. Others may want something simple and less stressful work. But that translate to lower income. There are also some who lead a normal job that always hv the free time to be each other. I have come to a conclusion, I always tot my situation is best understood by pple ard me but hey, I may be incorrect.

I ever tried to break away from the chain but was rejected several times. That got me piss and decide to work on new plans. While one is struggling hard, working as separate entity, you are blamed for neglecting feeling and end up in a sinking ship. hmmm... So all this while no one understand the nature of the job or am I just expecting pple to know? Well, every individual have their needs, we cant fulfill to everyone's satisfaction.

Besides striving to work hard, you tend to seek for all sorts of enjoyment. You may wanna get the other party involved but pple have different interest, we cant expect them to follow suit. I remember i used to lament a lot abt work and some irritating issues. hahaha... And one would start to feel "stop it"! hahahaha... Aiyah, I din know I am such a pest! hahahha

Of course, since 10 over years ago, I have a potential threat at home. There is nothing much I can do but to pray it wont explode. All these years I have been coping with these while continue to work hard for future. It is never easy. I should try my best to spare more tots for others while pursing other things. I hope i can become a WAN NENG guy, everything also can do it. hahaha.. Boleh la....