Lilian is right. I am pretty lost now. I am trying to figure out a way to walk out of this darkest. We are working for the sake of money. No doubts abt that. However, if the working environment is better, it makes life much easier. There are just pple who seems to get uncomfortable when u start to settle in. Everyone will feel lost in a certain point in life. That is y i keep grumbling, procrastinating abt anything at work.
I remember my ex colleague who said i have made a wrong decision in life. I sort of agree. Life is like a gamble, sometime u win, sometime u lose. I have to admit. I hope to emerge stronger after all these. I am still breathing, in search for greener pasture. Anyway, CNY is round the corner. I will be taking a short break before moving on. May everything turn out smoothly there after.
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I agree that life is a gamble. There is always a risk involve.
Right from the start you are born, you have to start gambling.
Then studying, whether to go to neighbourhood school or better well known school, to study JC or poly. Then relationships, whether this person you choose is your Mr Right or Miss Right. Then getting married, which most of pple (woman?) believe it is the greatest gamble in life and so on.
So whats the stake of this gamble? Its not money! Its the time and your life. As you grow older, this stake will get smaller and smaller. And thats why people who are in the 40's will choose not to job hop, because they don't have the stake anymore.
But unlike playing 4D or ToTo, once the draw is opened, what you lose will never come back. For gamble in life, you may gain something, which is EXPERIENCE. After you have gained enough of it, you may want to get out of the gamble or you can choose to make use of what has been gain to claim back your lost. Its all up to you.
Guess this is part and parcel of life and everybody has to go through the same thing. As for me, will be starting my next gamble soon, so Good Luck to me. Also wish all the best for Jeff and friends who know him in the coming new year. Gong Xi Fa Cai :>
Lilian here (again)... same thing lazy to sign in... cos' I have stopped blogging... facing something of no certainty.
I also don't know why... are we in our early life crisis? I certainly hope not leh. Job, money, life, everything is so chaotic! How I wish I could just sit back and relax, then enjoy a cuppa for a day. Everything! Seriously everything here (Singapore) is like amplified. I need to breathe dude... I think we are the sandwiched class... everyone else in my life seems to move on... except me... I don't know what I'm talking about dude... I wish I could help to console you, but I think currently we are both trying to pour our heart and sole via this small platform that could lend us in complaining our woes.
I'm not sure if I dampen your mood further. Sigh sigh sigh. CNY is just round the corner and certainly this is not what we wanted to see... I sincerely hope everything in our lives right now can turn out to be better... and better.
I'm in the midst of a new chapter in life... because of every uncertainty that I have to bear... life is a misery... will update you in near future... when everything else is confirm.
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